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Sunday, March 25, 2007

hey peoplez

so so so sorry i havent in like forever but im fanilly updating yay!!! hahaha this is going to be a lonnnnngggg update b/c i havent updated in a while here ya go.......

She runs to her room crying,
slams the door behind her,
locks it so no one can see,
and she turns up the volume
so no one can hear her tears.

no one was there to help me.
no one was there to say,
"hey, i understand."

smile. let everyone know that today you're


a lot stronger than you were yesterday.

i hope you know

that i will never, ever

forget this.

In my ONLY time of need, you ran, and found a

 friendship that was EASIER to deal with.

the happiest people do not have it all...
they jus make the best of what they got

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"I hide a broken heart behind a laughing face, and even though I said I'm over you....no one will ever take your place."

 "So tell me now if I should give up or try harder; I'd rather stop now, then fall any farther."

"Don't give up on love, because there is always someone who loves you even if it's not the person you were hoping for."

knewlose youso hot

in the best possible way, you have absolutely
wrecked me. because you see, i fell in love
with you knowing that there was never any
possibility of me being with you
* Dawsons Creek

You only have 3 choices when it comes to love
give up // give in // give it yer all
you decide - which ones -worth it.

in life your going to be left out
talked about, lied to & used
but you have to decide whos
worth your tears and whos not

hollister birdlife isntlike me

One day you are going to ask yourself
why
did i let her go ?
Then your going to say to yourself
i  really  don't  know.
but i  did.  and  now..
i  don't  think  i'll ever
get  her back.   </3

if you want him to stop running-
you have to quit chasing him.

She's different from the rest of the girls. She's not fake
& she likes to dance, sing, & act crazy with her friends.
She will overanalyze everything you can possibly say,
she can argue. She doesn't like drama & can live without it &
the people that cause it. But the one thing that she will never
understand is why he can't love her the way that she loves him

i hate youwalls

you know what i love most about us? i love how comfortable we are with each other. i love how we endlessly make fun of each other, but never take the teasing to heart. i absolutely adore how when i turn away from you when we're fighting, you try to stay mad, then run after me. i love you & everything about you ; the look in your eyes when we kiss or how you stay up to watch me sleep. i love how i can call you anytime i need you & somehow you never cease to make me laugh. i love how you need me as much as i need you. & most of all, i love how you love me.

Hate all you want...
But you cant break the girl
who thinks nothing of you

maybe God has a bigger plan for me
than i had for myself.
like this journey never ends.
like you were sent to me
because i'm sick.
to help me through all this.
you're my angel. <3
[[ Jamie Sullivan :: A Walk to Remember ]]

speak your

One day when its way too late, you're going to say, "I love you." Then when I don't reply you're going to muster up everything you have and ask, "Do you love me?" and you know what I'm going to say? "I used to love you, I wish I still did, but you were with all those other girls, and you were way too blind to see what was right in front of you the whole time. I've dropped you hints, and I've tried to make it clear, but you never caught on. So right now, I'm going to have to say, we're just friends, like you did to me all those times"

i`ve got so much left to say,
if every simple song i wrote
to you would take your breath
away, i`d write it all. even more
in love with me you`d fall;
we`d have it all
++plain white t`s

what would you do if i told you the truth?
that i still love you
and i just want us to be together
all i want is you
i want you to kiss me
hold me like you used to
baby, what would you do?

 


everything to me

tell me, do you think i`m falling for him?
all he means to me is a reallly good friend,
someone who make me laugh, make me
smile, someone who i can joke around with,
someone who i can be myself with. All he is to me
is the person who gave me back my smile.

she`s smiling, is she happy? she looks happy,
but it doesn't matter.
let me tell you something.
not everything is as it seems.

i`m tired of all this "Let`s play with her emotions"
bullshit. Either you love me ; or you don't.
So make up your mind.
because i`m not going to wait
while you take your sweet time.

stars

We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause were young
And we'll feel so alive

when you say never ill say lie
when you say always ill say true
when you say love ill say you ill say you

In time to save this broken day
I cut my losses away
I cast you off to the side
As if you never mattered at all

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three sleepless nights this isnt how its supposed to be, but your so good at taking your time to get back to me. I will wait for you forever if you would just ask me.

So here I am a worried heart and trembling hands.

I'd give anything and everything just to be with you.

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Friday, February 16, 2007

hey peoplez

so sorry i havent updated iin the longest time but ive been like really busy with school and suff but we have a whole week of for winter break!! yay! lol so ill be updating more! this is going to be a long update well im going to try to make a long one anyways lol here ya go....

when it comes down to love,
you risk nothing or everything.
that`s just how it is.

I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard.
I was always there when you
needed to talk to someone. Yeah
so basically I'm tired of being
just a friend or chasing you. So
if you want me, I'm here. But I'm
done wasting all my time on
someone who doesn't care.

you`re amazing..you know that?
you see me breaking, falling apart,
so full of hatred..& yet you love me..
you see me crying, weak,
& yet remain un-phased. I don`t
know how you can love me,
but whatever it is..I hope it doesn`t go away

some people love to make you fall,
and others love to see you falling &
laugh while you struggle to get up.
but when you ignore them, do your
thing, and stand up to
everything,
you can turn the situation
around,
and step on all those people who
broke your heart too many times.

You gave me this strange feeling I’ve never felt before.
Almost like I was beautiful inside and out;
almost like I could do anything and still shine
in your eyes; something that felt a lot like love.

I remember one morning getting up at dawn,
there was such a sense of possibility. You know, that feeling?
And I remember thinking to myself:
So, this is the beginning of happiness,
this is where it starts.
And of course there will always be more.
It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning.
It was happiness. It was the moment. Right then.

We all have those days where we don't want to go on. The days where we want to give up. The days we want to quit. But on those days, we have our friends and family. Those people that save us from giving up. Those people are the people worth living for. The people we cannot disappiont, we have to live for them.

We're afraid of what we don`t know ; afraid of what others will think ; afraid of what will be found out about us. Some of you would still keep your feelings inside but do something nice tell that special friend that you care or that you love them. Your heart decides who it loves & who it doesn`t you can`t tell your heart what to do ; it does it on its own when you least expect it or even when you don`t want it too

there are times when your heart rules your mind ; times when emotions overcome reason & logic ; times when you refuse to do anything except follow your heart no matter what pain may follow just to continue feeling the amazing feeling that has invaded your heart those are times of temporary insanity & love

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

hey peoplez

sorry i havent updated ive just been super busy but im fanilly updating today yay!!! lolz here ya go.....

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A beautiful girl can make you dizzy.Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning.She can make you feel high.Full a single greatest commodity known to man.Promise of a better day Promise of a greater hope.Promise of a new tomorrow.This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl.In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok ..

she just wishes she had the
courage to tell him everything

&& when it comes to you, i wish i didn't care soo much
because it would make things so much easier,
but i do care, i really, really  do.

sunday nightwould beyou

can i ask you a question..
you know that i love you
so [ do you love me too? ]

 

Can't you see it? She loves you, more than you can imagine.
It's in her eyes, it's in her voice, its in her smile
She's so different when your around, so much happier...
You're the one for her, but you dont see it, do you?

 

Yeah, I thought about you a lot. I even cried over you a lot. But then i realized, why? Why am i still crying? Why haven't you realized i love you? That's when i came to the conclusion that you're no longer worth my time.

((by Jeni http://www.xanga.com/XbrokenXpromisesXquotesX))

ChanceChillsdont care

Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. ive heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say 
that I lie. Say what you want.
You wont see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, think about it,
what the hell does that make you?

Do you know what girls want?
They want real conversations and real love. 
We want cute dates together, nothing expensive.
The truth is we only want to be with you.
We want to hold hands and lie under the stars.
We wanna be able to say something stupid
and not have to worry about it. We want a guy
that would live for nothing but us, plain and simple.

bOY ; what should i do?
giRL ; just follow your heart
bOY ; what do you think my heart says?
giRL ; i don't know .. i'm not your heart
bOY ; you're most of it

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*.:.I've listened to this
 song a million times,
 but I never get tired
 of it becuase it reminds
 me of him.:.*

0NE 0F THE T0UGHEST PARTS
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GiVE UP 0R TRY HARDER

Just tell me how you feel,
Because I can handle being "just friends"
I can't handle you leading me on.

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he has the most adorable eyes you
could ever fall for and the cutest
smile that takes your breath away.
he has the ability to make you laugh
everytime he speaks and whenever
you look into his eyes, it's so hard
to [ t u r n a w a y ]

i can't resist talking to you anymore.
i've tried, and i've tried.
but it just makes me want you more.


&& she doesn't know what she wants anymore,
All she knows is who she wants,
And that's the boy who doesn't want her back

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I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything
But I won't give up.

dear heart:
so there's this guy
that you want me to like
but i dont want to like him
so can you please stop beating so fast
when he comes by.

A kiss can change eveything around you
If its with the right person

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a promise is forever;
thats what they say.
welcome to reality --
they're broken everyday

fine; i'll admit it:
i think of you every
second of every day
you are my favorite
subject to talk about.
when i hug you i wish i was
allowed to never let you go.
most of my dreams
have you in them.
i always get excited when
i get to see you again.
and i've completely and
totally fallen for you <3

you gotta take some c.h.a.n.c.e.s
you gotta [r][i][s][k] it all
you gotta close your eyes and JUMP
because it might be worth the FALL

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LOVE IS WHEN YOU SHED A TEAR
and still want him ....
IT'S WHEN HE IGNORES YOU
and you still cant stop thinking about him ....
IT'S WHEN HE LOVES ANOTHER GIRL
but you still smile and say "i'm happy for him"
LOVE IS WHEN YOU WANT TO LET HIM GO
but no matter what, that boy is the only thing on your mind

i dont know where i stand with you,
&& i dont know what i mean to you,
all i know is that everytime i thnk of you,

all i wanna do is [be with you]

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

hey peoplez

sorry that i didnt update yesterday but right when i got home from school i had to go out adn i didnt get back until 10:00 and i was so tired so i just went to sleep and now i just got home from going out again lol so im updating here ya go....

Did you ever notice that there is always that
particular line in that certain song, that always
stands out in that certain way. And reminds
you of that one person?

 

she's anything but typical
she's so unpredictable
but even at her worst
she's not that bad

 

Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong
~Never Been Kissed Soundtrack~

I don`t know if you ever think of me.
Mabye you do. Maybe you don`t. But,
Ii can bet that if you do; you're wondering
how in the heck you ever let me slip away.

 

There is never a time or place for true love.
It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a
single, flashing, throbbing moment.

Isn`t if funny how day-by-day
nothing changes, but then when
you look back, everything is different

lol^_^

 

 

i need a boy to give me a good hug and say,"i'm sorry my gender sucks."

 

so there’s this boy
and no matter what he does,
what he says, who he’s with,
how mad I am at him,
he’s the only person on my mind
it's not the person you are with but the person
you become when you are with that person.
certain people bring out your best self.
that's who you need to find. a guy who brings out
your best self.

 

She's not like that now. She knows better.
She knows now that people lie
and promises can be broken as quick as they're made.
She understands she might never be loved.

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You let him in, he broke your heart.
Same old story all over again.
Nobody hears, nobody cares.
So many times it's been resaid.

 

We throw around this word "love" too much. Honestly, we're teenagers. How much can we know about commitment, trust, responsibility and the consequences of our actions? Oh, sure, we know a lot about emotions, but they rule us, and let's be honest, love isn't something that just fades in and out.
Be careful when you use this word "love". It carries a lot of weight.

you hung on her for
about a two weeks
& then one day you just stopped.

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things change
friends leave

and life doesn't stop for anyone

when you say that no one loves you,
i just want to scream out,
i have, i do, and i always will.
but that's not good enough for you.

You ask me what's wrong and I simply haven't the heart to tell you,
Because you hold it in the palm of your hand.

ok thats it i will update but only when i get comments byez

 


Friday, January 26, 2007

hey peoplez

so sorry i havent updated in a while but i will update today when i get home from school ok my peeps lol byez



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